My life, World!!!

2010-05-01T05:46:00.001-07:00

I LOVE STELLA!

hellooo

2009-04-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

Im back agn =)
so long din blogg...
gotta be very rusty now.
anyway im feeling very bored now and cant find anything
better to do now that why im bloggin now.

I know i shld be tired now but i didnt yawn by now. =/
lols. sch starts next week that was fast. within few days only.
thinkin of changin classmates agn make feel so siann.
still need to sell introo.!! lols.
hope there are somebody i know in the class. =/
if not siao liao lols. gotta relax at one corner.
lols.
its thursday the 16 lols.
expectin to be busy for this semester.
yeah. =) no more slackin le. focus
hahaa.

really really very bored now.
all we do is smile and smile lols.
every sec our needs, move along it. keep on changin and changin.
i need my oxygen now, ltr water.
time seem to wash away the scene of our crime.
let the bad always be bad, and good alway come out with nth in the end.
im quite disapoointed on the way things was handle and how life was abt.
lols.
didnt expect it to be so tough right now.
facing compeition everywhere lols.
same for all.
lookin for hack to cheat in life. ? any

bored bored.

2009-04-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

so fast its april again. =/
lols.
don really feel good now, flu infected! wth lol.
dunno why, how, what, when happen.
im tired tired. sick of the surrounding.
waiting for sch to start. why why so long !!!

last week was workin. like hell lah, stand for damn long.
but it was rather fun lol. get to knoww a few friends haahas. =)
its their department faults lol. stil wan blame us.
being talkin to xbox and gundam lols.
time past really fast. haas.

what the fuck is happening lols. i wondering
what are you thinkin lols.
does it really matter alot. lols.
i don understand.

gotta keep goin on and goin on
everyday im growin, learnin on why thing behave like this lols.
jus wan to keep myself busy lols.
but now i got nth to do so for tmr as well.
lols. still got alot to improve.
physical and mental. lols.
i think we are gotta weak in those areas.

don believe we cant make it through
maybe not now but in future lols.
don ever come back to me.

2009-03-17T09:07:00.000-07:00

didnt blog for days liao.
soon it will hab spider web around.

wanted slp but cant.
so got tis inspiration to blog.
lols. emptyness lied within me.
very difficult for me to breathe.
everythin is laggin behind

Suddenly i feel very very very sian.
i feel like talkin but no one to talk to.
wad to do wad to do.
brain cant function well
scare of doin e wrong thing
lols.
lols.

thinkin and thinkin
good or bad doesnt matter
im used to it.
pls light up e path for me, left or right
maybe im still young
will u .?
lols.

gotta concentra on trg.
i always wanted to do somethin for myself yet
ther are no chances for me.
lots more to practice.
tis aint enough.

Lalala

2009-03-07T09:27:00.000-08:00

Lols. its Sunday liao. March 8.
so fast so fast. =.=
went to town, lunch at mos!
it was so pack over there lols.
service wasnt good, kept us waitin waitin.
then went to L4D lols.
haas. play till 5+ and back to woodland lol.
hahaas. then so then so then so.
thinking back, i think i have been wasting all my time.
didnt get a job in feb.
many things happen lols.

jus hope that everything will be fine.
no one get hurt.
smile on everyone faces. =)
so let all keep going.

anw wanted to watch soccer ( fulham v manu )
but too lazy to go down.
lols. hope my leg will recover fast.
yawn yawn.

dont really feel good now.
i dunno why.
so empty, empty
nth was ard. lols.
i gotta buy a new compass,
i still findin the right way to go.
what is important now!
gotta write a page of self reflection soon.
lols.

sometime i feel that praise people wasnt the right way.
it got good and bad to different types people.
lols. this was smt extra to say too.
people might get wrong info. lols.

i gotta get back to gym for my workout.
it been 1 weeks plus i din go. cuz of my leg.
lols. must go must go.
yawn yawn.

Im back . =)

2009-03-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

Back to blogging again.
lookin at my rusty blog, feeling very sleepy! lols.
my right ankle kena sprain agn. stupid sia!! lols.
so suay lah.
anw hope it recover fast.
recently been raining, feelin rather coolin yet cant go out.
lols. too slippery outside, might fall and break my leg lols. =.=
hahas.
today went to work. lols.
1st day go work, very different ambience.
alot ang moh. lols. haas.
so happening there la.
cool. what a job! =0.
hope i don drunk there...

its sat now. so fast gg sch reopen!
i didnt noe realise it was so serious
it wasnt wad i meant but i cant help to.
jus enough to cross e line.
leadin a content life isnt easy.
yawn yawn.
lols.

Hohoho.

2009-01-25T11:43:00.000-08:00

Hohohohoho......

Chinese new year is here once again, expecting the same schedule.
haha. sis coming over later for bai nian.
so long didnt see her, hope she dont get affected by recession..
=).. ya everything would be smooth and fine. right. cheerr.

im the guard for tonight! haha. see how good am i...
lololololol. its so long since the last post....
okay okay. yeah its holiday now.
get prepare to work after cny or earlier. ha.
if not will get rusty...
this year will be a busy year for me i guess.
cheer cheeer...

year 1 has down and 2 more years to go.!!
that fast right, anything could happen in semester 2
but everythin just came late.
thing wasnt smooth since the start to the end
but it still a show we still have to run it.
sometime people dont learn, forgive, fightin over useless things.
yeah no more.
measure other in our ways and other will measure us in their ways too.

w/o wealth, health and friends we are nth.
there are interlink so ya.

wanted to do alot alot alot of things in 2009.
car- license
earn abit more $ ( recession occurrin)
stop gaming
friends dont kill each others over small thingy
fitter
haircut
year 2 gpa 3<
queen size bed
custom my bicycle
happening

yawn yawn

time to sleep. hshshsh.

. . .

2008-12-15T11:05:00.000-08:00

Okay so long din blog...
Miss me right! haahaha. :)
Let me count, today 16 dec

relucant to blog! lazy can say so =)
Holiday is here and here, finding weekday job to kill my timee yaa..

lalalala blahblah.
its 3am now and im still here.
Doing what suppose to be right yet accompany with wrong
what to do what to do. who is suppose to guide me?
Spinning round and round looking for the answer.
Maybe you could give me the answer;TNDG

Currently playing FM 2009, lol. seem boring so ya.
Facebooking, cant stay put. im bored of facebook!!!
Pet society and stuffs!!! ><

December ah December why are here, so fast
i dont even know November have leftt
OMG 2009 approaching = im getting 'xxxxx'
New year gives new problems, solution, more excuses less reasons
2008 is a disater year!
LOL. wed gonna meet classmate again
talk crap and stuffs
nvr the same ever!

if only the medium for everyone is the SAME, peace
if the world is peaceful, who is going to suffer?
Goodfriend dont mean they wont fight
they do ;they fight more

Emo people erupting, streets are full of emos people
trend to be emo, so all follow lol.
jus follow lol, if yours dont want kena fines.
i dont know i dont wish to know.
by doing this, what for?
who suffer! only they know.

okay people please be happier ya.
don be an ass, make yourself more usefull!
then things will change.
just like butterfly effecttt.
Hope tuesday is a better day. +0

im not contend!!!

2008-11-02T07:52:00.000-08:00

2nd November 2008.

had a busy holiday! Friday was Halloween

Alot of zombies, mummy and even cowgirls. whoa whoa.

went hungster hse before headin to work!!

His dog damn huge lahhh, wont bite!! cool so obedient.

zzz . .. . .. working 6am. ><>

woke up at 1! phone is ringin aww went back slp but lack of momentum!!

so washed up and went to work.

didnt eat anything until 7.

end work at 2am cool.

went off to drink and eat again lol. as usual.

belgian beer tastes great!!

WITTERKERKE. . .

Home after that. =)

i could feel the bitterness lied in me

nothing can explain this.

why cant tell my straight

praying so hard to get something

yet we just cant get it. isnt it like fool!

Sometime people just don get what they deserved!

did treat you bad or anything, i try to do whatever i can

maybe i just didnt do much. im not that good then u expected

so dont regrett.

Perhaps human tend to be ABIT greedy and things turn out really bad.

i wonder whether am i just a nobody.

i feel like telling you that if you are doubtful

then let it be. let your assumption decide for you

and shall say no more.

if you think we cant make it, there are nothing i can say

everyone is different. if we are same, i will nvr know u.

if only u could put away thosse asssumption and excuses

we could have done far better then expected.

things u said, always come along with excuses.

or im thinking too much.

okay im tireddd. GOod night.

Smilingly, you said,

He is a friend;

But there is too much gentleness in your eyes.

My discomfort,

Is so heavy.

Just that you do not know.

He has taken over your heart's

Corner that belongs to me.

Hence you say,

You are not a couple;

It's just me who is thinking too much,

you always said so.

But you don't really care about me.

Even I tell myself that I am simply thinking too much,

This is the only reason that can comfort me.

I don't think I have mistaken anything,

Though you do not say if the fault lies in me,

It is too late when I realised that I love you too deeply.

It's just me who is thinking too much,

you always said so.

But you don't really care about me.

Even I tell myself that I am simply thinking too much,

This is the only reason that can comfort me.

bored

2008-10-22T07:16:00.001-07:00

totally feeling shagged today!!!

yawn yawn . slept at 2. arggg..

eye closing.

22/10/08

class ended super late.

for all meeting... ><

Professor with lots of unknown Q

LOL. stupid....

okay went to play soccer after sch!

it was raining.! so slippery.

and then slack around CWP for awhile

went home for dinner.

im so full now. =)

This weekend very busy!!! work and work.

sat sun and mon ( i suppose )

next holiday. ><>

do what ? kuukuu.

bored bored...

REALIZE THAT S.H.E ALBUM VERY MEANING FULL =)

HAHA... GOOD TO LISTEN TO.

LOVE ISNT SO SIMPLE

IT DONT FOLLOW EQUATION. (1+1=2)

EVEN IF BOTH OF THEM WORK HARD

DOESNT MEAN THERE IS OUTCOME. =)

OKAY. TODAY NEARLY KILL ME

CANT CONCENTRATE

LOOK AROUND, PEOPLE ARE WORKING SO HARD

HOW CAN I BE SO WEAK SO WORK HARD NOW

PEOPLE LET WORK TGT

WHAT IS SO IMPORTANT

TELL ME YET I DONT WANT TO KNOW. SO YA.

CANT IMAGINE

IT WILL BE AMAZING IF YOU ...

OKAY I DONT THINK I COULD GIVE YOU

WHAT YOU WANT BUT JUST

SOMETHING OTHERS WONT.

ISNT THAT EASY

JOY SAD DISGUST ANGER FEAR JEALOUSY

GUILT HOPE LOVE

EXPERIENCE ALL OF THEM B4?

BETTER NOT.

yeah...

2008-10-21T07:16:00.001-07:00

whoa whoa whoa

so long didnt blog le..

tired sia..

cannt do it everyday... =0

im back im back..

miss me right =) ...

okay today got ut for stupid conigitive module lah..

so hard to understand but help to trigger us to think more.

tml mervyn yeo .. kuku niania.

anyhow give only...

okay gtg fifa-ing now. cool..

updating soonnn...

Hello hello hello.

2008-10-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

I'm back!!!.
Miss me right. i guess so =)
time past so fast gonna friday le!!!
Working tml. ><
have been working for past two days.
working isnt that bad! perhaps with different people.
anyway.. went out Classmate on tuesday! first time
out to Cineleisure for lunch and movie!
watch the flower over boy!
nearly fall asleep, some part boring and funny lol.
lunch at jap
movie from jap.
LOL. so coincidence. =p
Girl beat Boy!!! Kick ass shoik.

okay okay. Today lesson super boring!!!
Entrepise lol. anyway its over.
no point no point.
whats up with the world now!!!
others countries fall,
we rise here and there ($)!!!
Pay didnt up. WTF!
paying those increase = salaries.
Great depression hitting us.
gotta find backup! anything might happen.

Living life with dream that is no exist.
got dream yet to far, no exist and not realistic.
Working hard for nothing?
laughing at myself now...
I didnt want to be like this. who wants
sighhhh. finding back my souls.
you left without any footsteps.

tracing tracing tracing and more.

Weekend!!

2008-09-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

Weekend is here. Friday friday friday.

mean tml gotta work. working is fun

occupy my time and make some money.

tired tired. argggg sigh sigh. ><

everyone wasn't doing fine but hiding their emotion

without knowing time past and now its gonna FRiday.

Living life aimlessly, not happy with my life now

where are you? can don't play hide and seek anymore.

Anyway just hope that the class can be like others class.

Noisy class is better make my life.

Gotta read more read more read more!

where great people like me are here to make up the lost.

sleepy sleepy yet cant sleep. what it this!!!

I don't feel good now. no mood.

no interest in anything. but life goes on and on.

KICK KICK KICK KICK. i dunno what to do now.

too many things running in minds. again and again.

cant get thing done, but to sit at the corner which belong to me.

who dont want to do well, everyone is looking for opportunity.

making the place so cold and quiet.

No one no one. work harder man

i'm sure we all can make it.

strong from outside

soft from inside

walking in circle make you dizzy!

thats you. LOL.

i'm sure you got alot more to complain about them.

this and that today blah blah.

sometime good/bad.

you are some where there but just to stubborn through.

by doing this, nothing will happen!

Make sure you are sure.

emotions was playing with you varies different person.

LOL.

Back DUDE.

2008-09-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hello. everyone i'm back. welcome me.

hahaha.. Feeling very tired duh.

Hate the weather shoik.!

Especially today.!!! Mornin rain

no choice but walk in the rain.

lucky didnt fall sick. =) immune system good

So long didnt blog. Lazy sia..

blog like burden to me, find no time to blog.

alway got soomething important then this. haha.

OKAY PEOPLE. I got MY BIKE- not motor.

Bicycle thro. haha.

SO cool. feell the wind. =)

monday to thursday no problem going tekong lol.

save more time and can exercise.

One shot kill two chicks.

okay lah.. very sleepy yet when going to sleep

then cant sleep. stupid shiok.

ohohoh. weekends comming. so fast.

workin days. even through is tired yet its fun.

Put down your bags, remove those qualification, negative things, measuring tape

and go for it. once you put them. u get what u sacrifice.

nvr mark down yourself cuiiii.

hahaa...

Dont regret if when he left you!

if Doubtful , then say no more.

Be happy thro. Are you okay or pretending to be one. .

NONO.

so many cried listen to you

so many lies listen to you

when you never expect anything

be true. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

bored bored boreddddd

hello..

2008-09-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

Sigh sigh sigh!!! finally overcome my sleepyhead, to blog!!!

so fast shoik now already comin to thursday.!!
wonder if i will be late for tml lesson!!!
shit man, two days late awwww.

Monday watched movie.
then went home. super early reach home.
ard 8+
but slept at 1 lol.
wake up 8+ and late again.

tuesday late.!
super sian in class.
so its time to disturb my classmate.
hahaha.
lol. the lesson drag until so long.
how come all the faci like ask so much qns!!
waste time shiok.

today late again. wtf.
trryin not to late liao.
science >< super sian la.
lol. so chim, and confusing.
good luck to those takin P3 for science.
crack yr head man.
went home after school.
so early reach home
and slack until now.
goin sleep soon.
yawn yawn.

faster friday!!!!
and weekend......

Bored.

2008-09-14T07:35:00.001-07:00

hello all. im back. =)
Hope my blog not dying! haha.
what a busy weekend.
work on fri and sat.
slept 5am ytd lol. then wake up at 2pm.
somehow now feelin sleepy and tired.!

Fri 12 sept. when work after sch.
manage to finish rj in sch
wait for hung and then go work tgt. lols.
we are late ! 610 we reach there
so yeah. first time work with
melvin and valerie.
new staffs anway.!
had fun and laughter.
wah valerie just lived next blk! so good lol.
work till 2+ do closing
went to kelong with hung
then talk crap and eat!
LOL.OMG.
so i ask him, which horoscope are u.
hung:aries
when ur bdae
hung:7-4
OMG. same as me!!! so amazing!
first time shiok.
i don believe, show ic.!
omg is true.

Same sch
Same course
Same workplace
same bdae!
but different yr and age.
cool. =)

gtg sleep liao.
c all tmr.
take cares

Bored.

2008-09-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

sigh.

2008-09-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

bored bored bored.
nth much to blog also.
lazy la, wanted to this
but think again then don want do
sigh dunno what wrong!
okay okay.
this wasnt a good start
for a new semester guys.
let do something!!!

i got the key yet i cant open the door
perhaps someone else key landed on me
day by day,
im just killing my time off duh.
=/
stop doubting others.
maybe dream true ,
im starting to believe it and i realize somethhing
was happening. aww. =/

takecares all my friends.

GONE.

2008-09-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

心情不好！bad mood.

they say there might thousands of doors,
but no one has walk out of it.
i don know how to explain it.
speechless.......... ........ ........ .......... .........
perhaps its time to rest,
still had so long to go.
Permission to do all the thing i want.

come on people.
show me what you got.
so its time to do the right thing.
I wont regret, im confidence that you
are the one who lose out. Not me.
say no more.
no excuse, why allow urself to lie.
cant u be honest duh.

people; be confidence especially clan.
Do the right thing which u think is worth it.
dare to dream.
Failure isnt the end of life.

Gonna work for every weeekend this sept.
No worry during work, except handling picky customer.

bored bored.

2008-09-03T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today 3 sep 2008.
i posted this post. Like stupid. awww.
so bored now. no challenge ahead, feel so helpless.
went to sch with a strangers heart, make strangers feeling duh.
laughing at each other. feel so diffeerent throughout the day.
have no desire for any thoughts. yet i feel they are nice to mix around.

very tired, shagged, no mood plus no sound.
let emo ppl. aww.
Yeah im superman
yeah im superman
yeah u're fucker
yeah u're sucker
yeah u're loser.

i wonder that are you always there,
somewhere around.
lookin after something duh.
its the distance which matter
or are u just concentrating too much.
there always a coke, don shake it.
it will burst. u dropped it once and picked it up.
yet u left it somewhere and someone drank it.
the trust was there yet we arent headin anywhere.
nvr will i know what ya yelling at?

oh ya. weekend comin. gonna work yet i feel happy of.
feel a sense of belonging, perhaps
the people was nice duh.
except ......
so ya. begin to like board game.!
better not. buyin bicycle soon cool.
can travel ard without any hesitation.
jus like looking the natural and those HDB flats.
haha.

EH.. dying.

2008-08-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hello. wasnt feeling well!

Had flu and sore throat.!!
suffering =(
thanks to the weather man. thank leh.
rain and rain, so unpredictable!
sufferin sufferin and sufferin .
non-stop runnin nose.
panadol seem to no use.!
cant make me sleep. arh irritating.

no mood to do anything now!
cant think well,
feelling dizzy and heahache sia.
so many problems !
heal me please!!!!
i wan recover!
currently no mood.
speechless.
.... .... .... .... ....

are you real?
or am i .. . . . . . . . . .
let be emo people.
wanted yet cant reach
speechless.
totally down. moodless.
flarin up soon.
the volcano within me gonna erupt.
the night is still young
totally clueless am i existed or
am i a crown
brighten people's day yet there is a lock somewhere.
awww. stop my running nose now!

2008-08-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

hello everyone. =)

shagged man. totally very sleepy yet cant sleep.

so cold man the weather

lols. slept at 6am +

cause reach home around that time

and i cant tahan then fall asleep.

ytd when ton over at yishun. cool.

used to ton with them last time.

wanted to drink yet we hesitated.

beer or liquor. cant make up our mind.

end up drinkin MARIGOLD carrot juice 1L.

since the bloody shop n save dont sell after 12am awww.

went 7eleven. wanted to buy

but abit x.

perhaps next time we should prepare first then.

after that went chong pang for supper, lol

the mee fen so cold and charge us so much.!

saw quite a number of police cars patroling around.

dunno what wrong lols.

LOL

so qiao when goin over Yellow hse,

saw andrew with his co. which know too.

he was drivin lorry, lol so cool

can take to anywhere since he got his license !!!

missses them. shiok.

went mac ard 3+

slack there while chicken and hairy fall asleep.!!

mixed 2 poker together.

and we played. 27cards each lol.

played until 5+ then we went home .

playin 27 cards was gay.~!! see alot of full house

and hor lol alot. cool.

friends for more 6yrs.

achievement.

Sigh. shagged.

i sense something wasnt right.

perhap i think to much maybe. yet the feelin was strong.

felt that someone betrayed me.

i dunno and i not sure.

i don care yet it alway there.

i cant see you yet i can feel something wast right.

i wasnt sure it was a board game.

or was this a practical.

i think more than you do.

think im able to tahan that long.

my temper are bad!

i do remember things you did aand i pay you back double.

my character are much more stronger off you.

yet i cant imagine how bad you are.

i wonder what you doing now.

imagine imagine imagine.

bored.!!!

2008-08-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

hello all miidnight now.
and im still blogging lol. should be sleeping now. aww.
im tired, couldnt function well. it wasnt like this.
never had this hard feeling from people. feel guilt.
didnt play well just now, no excuse but yet rusty from playing. aww.

anyway, my blog not dying.! still alive. =)
What crap from the speech!. irritating.
only the best survive, the rest how. wtf lol. they dont know.
everyday kena penalize for this and that. fuck!
favor quote by work friend. fuck fuck! lol. just wanna earn that dollar.
must like that meh lol. meh meh chi cao.
teachers day coming, might be going back. =)
see my teachers, nice of them, so nice to me. i think.
heard they fuckin my junior upside down. terrible time for them.
cool. lucky the period was over, so ya, misses those time kena f by teacher
for not studying well. cool and my sch canteen food.
the vendors are so cute lols. everyone tried to promote their foods.!!!

So long didnt go for morning assembly!!! totally misses those time.
the stairs, the parade square and need to stand infront if late lol.
every morning was looking around, ha with co.
"eh there la, told u there liao neh neh, dont look la. shhhhh" last time quote.
(sschool stand) haha. keep laughin movin around bang here and there.
coooll.
if people could.....
put down their pride ( impossible )
face the reality ( perhap )
listen to other more then speak ( possible )
be decisive ( possible )
suffer with others ( impossible )
give others a chance ( impossible )
be optimistic ( possible )
be stranger within a day. ( possible )
use people around ( possible )

random post of mine. sorry.
feelin empty now, for today or perhap for the coming weeks.

tuesdayyys.

2008-08-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

hello everyone. =)
lazy to blog daily, siann.
nth interesting happen neither accident.
Holiday so sian, should have go for work.
somemore earn $ and not at home rotting rotting.
nowhere to go since most of them are having exam.

next shift on thur afternnoon.
there are some newcomers, which are from RP too.
cools. Rp clan.
workin is fun for sat only but not weekdays.
facing that spec guy, one word four letter F-U-C-K.

im tired. the days are limited. so be it.
was reading through something.
we have two ears and one mouth
so that we can listen twice as much as we speak.
I listen more then i speak. =)

People changes so its the same for me.
i change and change. changing for better
external > internal.
if only i could,
if only i will,
if only i understand,
if only my hunger,
if only my action,
if only ....
lol. why am i being like that
which doesnt belong to me.

gimme more time

Hello.

2008-08-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

wow. so long didnt blog. Sigh lazy to blog.
this few days quite free, nth to do actually.
shagged, later got work somemore need to see the stupid boss again.
Quitin this soon, if there is opportunity. perhaps soon. =)

playing basket for this two days, since nth to do. so slack.
Holiday = sian. holiday totally different thing for me.
no activity since others are having exam and stuffs.
working would be a better kill time thingy.
ethu in finding job, once working ethu for break.
so this is life. Aim.

Nth much, very sian sian. wanted to buy bike so can travel ard freely.
this weekend pack except sun. ltr and tmr working.
thank god he not working tmr. heng. see his face sian 1/2
this is where i learn to ohohoh. talk too much kena scold.
the thing he say, go in then come out again. carefree attitude=not bad.
save trouble.

Memorable day. 14 august 2008 5.30pm - 6.00pm
was cutting my hair, told her i dunno what to cut,
frige very awkard, cut away sideburn too long not nice cut away.
wan spike or not, never ask then go spike. lols.
she took 30mins to cut my hair, in the process, fallin asleep but didnt sleep
very sleepy and the atomsphere is nice. so ya.

monday going intervieew for other job. cool. so ethu lookin job.
one is david intro other i found from online.
dunno whether good not.
okay i gtg prepare liao. start work at 6 so don miss me
and tag me often or call me if your wan.
hotline open 24/7.
see ya around.

Ti Voglio Un Mondo Di Bene.

Hello

2008-08-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hello .
so long since i last blogged. 4days didnt blog. =)
i guess your miss me bah.

Had a very busy weekend. FRI, SAT and sun.
Work ,work,work,work and work.
tired until cannot feel the tiredness liao. so serious.!
Didnt had enough sleep, less than 6hrs each day..
pathetic.

sat was National day, didnt watch it.
but anyway happy 43th birthday.
this year national day didnt go out but work.
cause no where to go, so work. =)

Tmr is 12 august 2008.
then last day for semester 1.
A day where everything goes back to square one.
either we be HI-BYE friends, i cant tell
nth is impossible. maybe i today good with u
and the next day i treat u badly.
7 april 2008 to 12 august 2008
where memories was there.
ups and downs. happy or unhappy.
just 4 mths and i get to know alot of things, experience things
in different way. dislike other, criticize others and stuffs.
i remember that the atmosphere was very intense,
so ya. like that lool.

Whoever W25G members,
Hope the way ahead of your should be smooth,
hope your find your happiness,
dont sad, just imagine you are going abroad.
going USA for studies. Alone.
dont think that this is a bad thing.
look widen and it will benefit us in the future.
true friendship doesnt come easy,
its within our control and im sure all of your can have theirrs tooo.
nvr will your feel alone, call my HOTLINE 24/7
even i at toilet i still can answer your call
so dont worry. =)
express your thoughts, speak up to free yourself.

importantly
thank for your understanding
my bad and crappiness,
no linking thingy. soorry for those unhappy thing
cause by me. neither do your feel gulit.
everyuone make mistake.
Objective;
Nvr ever be Hi-Bye friends.
I mean it. Do meet up in school or outside.
dont hold against other. free yourself to accept their bad.
not matter how bad they do, they do deserve to be friend.
Friendship nvr breaksss. if breakkss, we mus compensate.

8/8 ponned sch. went to dhoby ghaut for money not enough2
was late. soorry to let lina wait for me at AMK.
wait for stupid TAI TAI aka meijun.
see alot of sec and jc student there. so is like
we chose the wrong day, so many ppl.
ate the taiwanese xxxL chicken while waiting taitai.
she took so long to dress up. omg. =)
wanted to eat sushi but don have the buffet.
so didnt ha. went to sakae and also don have.
no chioce, FISH & Co was jus beside it.
went in for lunch. cool.
nice place to dine. plus good place to watch soccer. ha
EPL starting liao. ha.

hello all.

2008-08-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

Is thursday le. time past so fast, i cannt deny and hope the rest of these would be

pleasant to all of us as it approaching to an .....
7 august 2008 thursday.
5 august 2oo8 tuesday. went through the ad venture learning.
its jus a hoop. an object, we cant underestimate it. then more we
concern and care of not reaching. it isnt good seeing tt.
it simply kill us off and i believe some of us still hold against other.
im tired of saying, saying didnt help. tired of blaming..
its empty, dont you wan to put yr past away.
compare and want to be better then each other. isnt this a competiton.
why cant we be like other.

take all the picture off the wall
if it just wont sing for you
Cause all that's left has gone away
and there's nothing there for you to prove
oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won
give me back my point of view
'cause i just can't think for you
i can hardly hear you say
what should i do, well you choose
oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool out of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won
oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone
take my photo off the wall
if it just won't sing for you
'cause all that's left has gone away
and there's nothing there for you to do
oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool of everyone
oh well, it seems likes such fun
until you lose what you had won
oh, look what you've done
you've made a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone
a fool of everyone

nice songs by JET. compose for a person lik me.
what to do. i dunno. im lost
anyway i gotta work on wkend.
so wont have that much time thinking le.
let work work and work.
forget fogot forgotten
clear clean clean

happy to know all of you in W25G.
Days with you was totally different.
Anyway all of your are nice and eassy-going.
thank for giving in. thank for sharing. thank for the time.
thank for letting me to know you, sorry for the thing i did.
if got any, and let remember those happy then bad.
just eating one dish called sour-sweet-bitter-spicy tofu.
in this class i taste this tofu, everyday the tofu got
different taste varies to faci and ppl
lol. where can find?
only W25G stalls. nvr ever find it again.
why not we do this in our next sem
which we can make a difference there.
cool right. anyway ard of applause for me, everyone.
thank for being everythings. countless thanks and regard nvr
ever ever forget. so dont forget ah you guys.
remember to say hi when see me.
i don wan to have HI-Bye friends.

blog till here liao

HEllo. People FRED is here.

2008-08-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

Fred is here. watch out guys.
ytd didnt blog. no time to blog ah.
gotta catch my precious sleep time.

today finally have this little time to blog. cool.
See im so passionate in blogging. applause everyone.
reach home ard6. ate dinner then went to play ball.
shagged. play awhile jiu want faint liao. lack of oxygen sia. terrible.
Pretty sian in class, aghh. dunno why. tiredness caught up with me.
eye closing soon.
environment totally different for today, seem not right.
heard alot of things then usual, when U sit alone and u can hear
what wrong. maybe we dunno but there is allway someone who knows.
yet he remain unspoken. words remain unspoken,
yet thing dont remain the same. To hold against someone, is harder then u
cherish someone, because 24/7 ur mind is with this particular person who u hold against.
trying to figure out a plot, something to harm them or break the bond.
why not drop this holding and start to think for them, why they like that.
not what i can do to make them suffer.
nvr regret those thing we did. yet they know being like this will let them feel guilt, and
they still do it. i dunno what they thinking. just like 1+1 = 2 they can think
of alot of possible linkage. tell u, u dont understand.
bring u there, but is too far.
One by one, fallen into the well, yet they know they will fall but they just choose to fall.
not all things we do is being appreciate. don place too much hope on it, as confidence
play a bigger parts in wiinnning. to be as greedy as possible.
to success, nth can stop us, even to betray or sacrifice something.
success is everything. no success= no meaning.
so let dont dream for it, cause dream nvr bring us there.
is our action that pay the price, just like build a block of building, no base= no need build.

anyway i blogg till here liao. tired liao.
dont miss me. ookayss. nights....

hello .. hello..

2008-08-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

hello all. very busy this weekend. later got work. slacking time for the first few hours.
cool. playing games later. hope boss wasnt there. then our day will be good.

ytd work full shift. i thought it would be that busy as it was Saturday, not that busy
during dinner but busy after 9lol. so late. hope today no people come
cool. ytd cabbed home, damn fast when coming back.!!! reach home b4 2am.

the target audience was young adults and some teenagers. ytd got a grp of girls.
like siao cha bo, laugh so loudly and spill the water. ><
quite pretty after all, think they are from girlgirl school one. hahaa.
really bored there, dunno how to play those advance games sia.
anyway the staffs wasnt that bad, quite good and helpful.
open to any chat , i suppose.

Start work at 1pm later, leaving home soon. gotta prepare man.
later Mei Jun working too, first time work together. cool man.
weather wasnt good, so hot sia, machim in desert.lol .
everyone please drink alot wateer , dont get heat STROKE.

Time past like flowing water, by the time we realised the pail is alrdy fill, and
we cant unflow those water. SO let conserve the water.
im afraid i cant. and im not what you think im suppose to be.
anyway i wonder if true friends really exists,
if you regard them as true friends when your have the equal thingy with them,
i wonder this theory explanation was right, somehow i dont think so.
true friend take time to form, not just be talking or so nor spending time with them
its totally different thing people, they will bite you one day. Not just bite but let you
bleed non-stop.

shagged. abit hungry, ask her to wake me up and indeed i wake up earlier then her.
i think you are too good. i cant imagine that. and im not focusing now.
so i win, anyway im sleepy too. tired to think liao, see and experience so many things,
learn something ytd. i help the customer save money, and they will become
our regular customer. its about the money that matter? right.
anyway money does matter alot, sgean u shld noe, discount abit
also happy.
anyway i gtg liao, ppl don miss me hor. =)
smile everyone.
cheessey buns.

Tired.

2008-08-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hello alll . ytd night wanted to blog but to sleepy so went to zzz.
jus wake up. =) hungry nw. ytd didnt have dinner. only eat mcflurry at kallang
then headed home with dick and Guo. my basket friends. noe dick since sec3 i think.
this yr get to noe guo wei. gd luck for his O level. ha.... crapped home
thought no train back =.= alrdy 1050 liao. lucky there still have.
very shagged after the games. breathless, like goin to faint.! mind totally blank.
like useless sia. aiyo they keep blaming themselve=.=
you people alway think negatively sia. nth to say.

Sian ltr need go work sia. got a feeling that the boss will screw me up, prepare a
white lie to cover it. =) cool. no choice tell him truth sure screw until jialat jialat one.
somemore he is a devil to us( staff ) so troublesome, play game also want play cheat.
impatient freak, arrogrant creaaturess, slack more then us! lazy bum. sit there see only
might not be seeing him later, hope so.
work till midnight =.= sure shagged. somemore what festival liao.
dangerous man.

super hungry now, dying liao. nth to cook at home.
going down to buy my dinner+supper+breakfast+lunch= one meal nia.
pathetic sia. haha. goona become chopstick sooon. haha. wont happen one.
who wan go gym, must train train. what a nice body if i got. \coool.

ytd schooling was totally different sia. shagged. tired of siitting on the chair liao.
All presents together one group, one purpose but somehow different structure.
i wonder what the fussy want to do sia.. i see no meaning in it.
too many ppls doing the same thing created a chaos. needed more time then usually one.
omg. the spell with them gonna end soon. 8 more days i think.
gotta find a better job liao. this job sux sia.
cool. i think tmr meeting my long old friends, played with since pri liao. hahaa.
missss them alot. we gone thr alot of things. sad. they all stay yishun.
last time my hometown. usesd to ton with them at chicken aka thomas hse.
lotss and lots things to talk to them.... hope tmr not working.,

anyway just discoover something. ppl change, ppl might use lies to help them thr.
ppl might rather be friend with high rank/old ppl. to get thr their misery.
some ppl just cant be left aside/alone. tired.
some ppl jus think negatively oftenly, some ppl jus like being like tt.
lol. tell them honestly, they will go mad, tell lies , they will suspect.
lol. its better to be HI- Bye only. what they want i duno.
what they will gain frm doin this, i also dun wish to know.
knowin more, it allow me to see yr ugly side of your wonderful faces.
react and act differently. stopped those bad thought.
spent yr bloody time on other things and not go think what like tt and sorts.
Good thinngs come to an end when one mistake is made.even a small one will do.
so be optimistic dude. =)
goonna work.

Hello. FRED here.

2008-07-31T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hello. im now in my new house.

so messy , so many things to put and rearrange. ha. =)

pretty good and locatioon not bad. accesible. mama shop just below my blk.

coffeeshopp just opposite bus stop too. ha. quite noisy theree.

what a day.! we didnt pon school and stayed. NOT ALL PAIN IS GAIN.

lesson quite sian. sorry that i didnt contribute much. im soorry.

hais. cant let this continue. UT today, killling, sure die can only answer first 2 qns.

sux. who the one set this ut. wan kill us. anw better moderate well then.

science ut 3 out liao. not a bad grade. not even meet half of the total marks.

think they moderated alot. =) save zone. hope ut4 can get B or A.

nth much happen jus now, lunch break saw mj eyecandy.

crapped with see ling at cafe @ foodcourt A.

wanted to go back class, i stopped them.

we shld do somthing abt it. so flipped the coin, shown 2 head. that mean

we shld go ahead and ask him. eventually saw JH there too

so ask him along. he thought we goin beat him. ha.

but HS eventually come with a lie for his @. ha. =) stupid excuses.

tired tired. gonna rearrange my things liao.

maybe ltrr then post more.

FRED

2008-07-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hello all. Soorry , cant really update daily, no time arg... so pack.

Write write. =0 tired. shagged.

goin to thursday liao, ut at 9am. haven even studis nor revise.

somemore tmr moving house liao, sad.

Hmmm not bad also, cant really stay at a particular place for too long.

must change environment. gotta missss 888 mee kia and chicken culet mee.

especially the curry chick from inside... sob sob.

alot of missesss. cant go down tekong slack. have been there for past few mths.

like a place to hang my soul ard freely.

now the distance is far, not really far but still far. bus cant reach.

walk to there, too long and shagged. how man!!!

go home far go mrt far everything far sia. why i keep moaning ah.

something not right sia, never have this feel-ling before. like lose something precious.

okay stop moaning liao. enough liao. =))

LOL. duno what wrong wiitth people nowadays.

sso many emo kids, terrible people. this doesnt make up the world.

pls peopple stop those emo leh. sickening lol. want talk to your also must see mood

what the fish lol. words are without action = rubbish. anytime we can trash talk this person

in the end who lose out. we are the one. we lose them as friend. we spott their mistake

and we dont tell them= murdering them= killing killling.

sometime we people dont accept it until something gone. then we will look into it. too late liao.

cant tolerate people emoing sia, so stupid.!!! waste their time and energy thinkin something

not relevance, emo so good meh. lol. cant understand.

somemore affect yrself and others, yr think is fair lah.

fair to other?? soul-searching. everyday can see ppl emo.

why ah why ah. what wrong? dont like the current thing?

want the thing to change for u? jus wait lol. maybe can pray too.

why not we are the one who change? change to understand.

imagine urself in other shoe. we are also difficult to make decision.

actually we don want to like that. is what your action freezes us and

like want to change channel also cant. simply struck and what can we do?

nth. to tell or not. isnt that important at all. the most important

do u think being like this, is what u wan? no one can stop. things usually.

omg thinking of how to make lots of money $$. $ usually satisfied ppl.

do this cannot , do that also cannot then what to do.

do can but cost alot lol. therre is alway ways. we just dont see the door.

hoping someone will discover me, great talent. maybe. hahah.

wantin to cut hair, but relucant. omg. procastination person.

if not i wont be in this situation, and shapes. bad habit jus cant be kick off.!arg.

its killin me.

write till here liao. shagged. =) night alls...

CALL ME FRED!!!

here i go.

2008-07-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

hello all. it was comin to an end of 28/7

last post was fri i think. few days didnt online for that long.

was busy this few days. came back from holland v doing those crap.

bored bored. moving house soon. =) Sian.

tmr UT again. sickening. tired of revise so be it.

Bored boredbored. my mind totally blank. thank god u let me feel this way

what is faith to me, and to others. 5 letters yet complicated.

looking ard us, and you will be surpise. so funny. yet i cant tell what so funny.

if one day, key this in (dim me as invisible)

somehow i think i had made a bad decision for the work.

this boss ah, fussy, understandable at times, irritating, lazy, impatient.

so many things can describe him and ppl dont like him.

i find out more, somehow i think im off the track doing thing that wasnt related to what it supposed to be.

sighs. tired. was randomly reading staff from net.

stuffs abt aries. sound good and could be true.

selfishness almost caught me away, i can feel this

selfishness within myself, simply controlling me. but i alway feel this selfishness in people.

they selfish that all of them deserved a chance but, ppl simply destroy the chance.

for their own pressure, they are like devil, clearing all possible way.

shouldnt ppl give them a chance, a chance might change a person life.

Im as bad as what you think, impatient, intolerant, selfish, jealousy, procrastination,

egotistical attitude , causing offence, lies,love at first sight, heedless ,

true optimists,sentimental,foolhardy and impulsive.

so many words to describle me, let be it. check it.

prove this to be true. those words represent me so make me down then.

night all. tired signing oofff.

Rain. . .

2008-07-25T21:02:00.001-07:00

Afternoon everyone =)

Cold afternoon. rain again ><

im hungry anw. got to go buy something eat soon.

wowwowow. today is junhong and haishi bdae plus bbq .

hope the weather dont spoil our mood.

Happy birthday to JUNHONG and HAISHI.

Old liao, must cherish everything wor. becoming young adults le.

mostly important stay healthy and believe in yourself.

Ytd trainning for the cafe thingy, not use to it. somemore kena cheated!

thought he say want teach me cook in the end, serve customer. everyone

talk bad about him, only know how to sit there and do nth.

anw manage to know some of the staff, one from RP too. my senior.

same course too.

very very very tired. argggg!!!!! sudden collapsed.

im tired of seeing you, you are pretending to be a lovely person

you are so fake, you dont know your limits. you dont know how people feel

you think this is a playground. you show your weakness.

simple yet complicated. i dont know what you want or you are dooling

about the past.

the hardest thing in the world is know what simple people are thinking.

so simple that we dontknow their next move. just like chess, we can predict all the possible

but we jus dunno which step he goonna take or mayb trying to confuse us

by taking the other step which was not advisabe.

we alway think for ourselve, to win i have to this and that, jus by doin those things,

simply cant let us win. we need friends and help from people.

i have do my part and they have to do their part, like this we make one whole.

walking in the rain, might be common to many of you. but walkin in the rain

let us think more, emo people like do that. emo emo emo.

one influence can affect a grp. jus like singin, u need lysic

but they sing without lysic which was not good, they dunno what they doin, can or cannot

im hungry hungry hungry. catch yr later. =).

rainy rainy

2008-07-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hello all again time to crap liao

This few day kinda tired, duunno why pain here and there.

seee ppl ard us suffer, emoing , quarrel simply dont let me feel good eiither.

so just hope this dont happen so often, life can be fun when we think positively right

LIFE=Live In Fun Environment . doesnt it make more sense.

This week comin to an end liao, tmr jiu fri.

Culture, This faci really good understand us, someone who have experience it before. =)

Late twice for this week, dunno why, i think my bed got super glue

stick me and stick me, dont let me wake up ha.

tmr got training for my new job in hoolland V wah super far.

hope can learn something from there + earn $$$

anyway dont feel okay this feew days.

fear within myself, me and I

trying not to be myself but still i cant defeat my devil within.

hate it when it attacked me, to end it i have to be cruel to continue life

thing spoil can be replace but this is something cant refund one.

once sold and there are non-refundable. make it even harder..

unless there are other dimension which can open for me, to look after me

which was what seem to lack within me for years, ppl cant understand

how other feel when something happpen or abt to happen.

nvr cherish it and let our mind vanish within the thin air.

tired jus finish rj, really feel guilt for PS him again back to back/

hope he wont hold against us. i know he wont but i can assure he dont.

Brazil coming SIngapore liao. cool ticket damm exp sia . !!!

Chelsea in Asia liao cool, This season expected them to be much betterr then last season

hope to see them score more goalllls.

Pon sch to watch dark Knight. Batman so cool,

armor llook so stylo. ha all so cool.

JOKER nvr die, if die he cant joke with Bat liao =)

why so serious !!!! ha

and went to LJS slack.

waiting for BOss, Jian ming.hhaa. tall guy again.

went to lau pa sat to enjoy the nice food.

cool the food simply irresistible. nice nice. shld go there

somemore got GE tai . haha. see those CHIO BU singin

cant understand what they singin , pollute the environment. !!!

then walk ard, walk untill lost . thank arh.

lucky there was a mrt nearby. ha tahjong pajar sound far right

hahha. what an unexpected day.

okok. time to sleep liao. stay happy alll. =))))

bored.

2008-07-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

hello all

Blog again, great determination i have. =) to blog everyday.

congrat me, to overcome it hhaa. all thank to myself.

promoting self-esteem.

Check it out, what happen today, force myself to wake up!!!

omg didnt know my alarm clock spoil, lack of battery.

lucky ii can wake up on time.

reached sch as usual, today Ut hope can get good grade.

Wow surpise computin ut2 grade not bad =)

today faci, different look so young like our age. talked alot overall quite nice guy

i think he got lots of suitor, with his great influence ability sure can make alot girlls for him. =)

cool faci we have for today nia.

maybe today jus not the day to be happy abt. now nth seem to be as importan as last time.

life still like that, changin new environment soon. am i adaptable, i shall see.

life without aim now, abit lost i assume.. am i doin the right thing , makin the right decision?

things nvr change but our minds changes changes..

hate people who without knowin, eventually bring other people to heaven

and then bring them down to hell.

dont play people ard, as u don wan other to play you. i suppose.

bored. i nvr nvr understand myself well duno what i shld do but jus live on.

lookin for purposes in life, maybe all of us has gone through it.

sudden sudden emotions, emo time and shall reflect on it.

soul searching and nights nights.

LATE late/

2008-07-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

today late for lesson. not i wan to lateee.

because of the weather so nice to sleeepppp. =p

wake up at 8 but drag until 9 then go sch. cool. since already late.

1min also late 1 hr also same. so walked slow lols. no rush.

LOL. look ard the path to rp. there are still students walkin to sch. =.=

culture again, strange topic lol.

"I WISH I KNEW"

think abt what we did in the past! dont wanna do it again. eeek.

was very slack today, didnt do much actually. discuss the w/s every qns.

somehow understand then start our PPT

in the end our ppt different other but somehow got ans the problem today. =)

REGRET and more regret

why got this word? lol. good or bad.

changing ppl ard us.

every decision i made, there is alway a outcome,

some outcome is long termm,

some outcome is short term.

enough of this !

just went to HOLLAND VILLAGE for interview in SETTLER

A cafe, not bad, unique from other cafe,

this cafe got board games to play! wow.

if i work there, must how to play 20games sia OMG

pay really sux, timing not good also, but most importantly.

can learn cooking, cookin cooking.

my first steepping i assume. where everythin start frm basic

must learn this and that.

this decision could be vital,

success or not, really depend on oneself

so let work on it.. ... .. .. .. =)

wow first time been to holland village

look so unique, short houses where shops ard.

alot of cafes , resturant and shop ard =)

alot ang moh too, rich ppl also. look so dao. irony!!!

a good place to slack which will cost lots,

middle aged range, probably in the future will see me there

hahaa...

Gonna eat alll the good foods in singapore!!!

if not what the point of living =

let live life to fullest and fill our stomach with all the wonderful tastes.

arggg tmr got ut mus wake up early =)

hope for a B really!!!!

nights alll. see ya.

Cant sleep.

2008-07-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

cant cant sleep sleep. aghhhh.....

thinking alot of the things, alot and alot. endless thougths. endless emotions

endless quarrel endless nights endless lyrics to describe my feelin now.

I believe that there is alway a door for people like us, to walk out of this dark place and

to reach out for the light to continue life. There is alway an exit.

hand is shakin , my fingers got a cut. argg pain ah pain ah.

my mind cant focus now, keep moving.

I realised something keep smile often led us to become a retarded person,

so is best not to smile. sorry all if this happen . i cant guarantee.

enviroonment changes people, on how we reflect things .

everything start from basic, like ABC and 123.

so the best for us now is to spend abt short time on our things.

to be successful, we need to put in alot effort,

not individual but a grp.

Are we confidence?

Yes we are confidence. Nvr give up.

trust urself, self esteem is important. right.

not how ppl look at yyou.

when ppl see until sian they wont be give much comment liao.

good night allll. dammm tired.

mind freezing.....................

ended.

Tired Day. =)

2008-07-20T04:27:00.000-07:00

Sorry all didnt update it daily. Abit lazy to do it, relucant and feel like nth much to say. =)

Ytd went to fren's house tonning, was playing FIFA 08 lol. Damm fun. graphics is good , plus sound effect also not bad. Play till morning, ard 6am, totally KO, fall asleep and wake up at 8am to accompany them to GYM lol.

As usual, drag here and there. went to bishan stadium there for gym.. reach there ard 10 i think,

surprising, there was alot of ppl , so pack but manage to spend my precious time on those equipment. Instruction friendly, able to understand easily =) good. Getting my fitness back now.

Workout until 1130, bathed and headed to BIshan LJS, for lunch =) and that we went to suuntec.

Look for my friend's friend lol. At the carrefour, walk in and out lol, machiam shoopin mall.

nvr expected them to walk ard carrefour to taste the sample of the foods and drinks. eat alot and drink alot, free but not full. repeated a few times and i was really lack of sleep. whenever there is a place for me to sit, i will fall asleep. luckily didnt really sleep, if not i wont be here bloogging liao.

Arggg!!! muscule pain pain. gym effect!!! too strong liao. hahaa.

anw tired to think now, let my mind rest and prepare myself for tmr. 24 hrs without proper sleepp. suffering. why ppl like to stay up late ah. wondering.

Just had my dinner , rest awhile i jiu go sleep liao. =) Goodnight everyone.

miss your

2008-07-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

few days didnt update blog liao

bet all of your waiting for me to update

i shall blog now. =)

Friday's night as usual, went to play basket

thought got alot ppl but end up they left at 8 +

that too fast ><

Kuku sia, my little fingers injuried!! third and fourth finger!

OMG damm pain, keepin bleeding ><

i feel like fainting, dunno why i feel so weak my whole was so cold

cant see properly!! luckily nth happen. heng heng. thought i goonna fall sick again.

Since ytd i feel so tired, alway yawning arggg!!! dunno why.

my eye closing -.- maybe lack of sleep.!! or think too much liao

ytd pon computing , damm sian. i know what to do but jus cant write that freaking code out.!

which eventually spoil our day, with hai shi, mei jun and lina we pon then headed to library

begin our studies of psychology. borrow some books but yet to read. feel so tired. jus need some time to adapt again. change for a better. crapped our way to ciity hall. took us 37min to reach.

dunno where they heading too, went to esplanade for screeniing. watchin lame jap horror movie!

no ghost sia, waited 1 hr. im scared, i hate watchin it! goos the sound effect damm suux.

from a guy i become a girl hidin behind my bf hahaha, LINA didnt know she dont scare!

then we watched the liar liar, old movie.

supper funnny lol. from the start laugh till the end.

does wishes really come true, this show proven it!! haha.

opps supposed to end at 730 but we watch until 745 cool.

still early, went to outside of esplanade. jus happen that the moon is in between

the two durian thingy, look a pic of it cant really see our faces but it will serve as a memories

to us. that day that time. =)

went ard the esplanade, saw merlion, wow the scenary was so nice.

windy and nvr had this feelin before so shuang.

love it love it =)

was dreamin something big really big!!

gotta stoppin game and focus. =)

First time went out with them, cool enjoyed. jus like we had met each other for long long time.

we shall alway go out after school, left 3wks don let this spoil our mood

and f/s still carry on =) nvr nvr break. by saying is easy, let prove the sentence wrong.

okok. doin rj now, eye closin soon. take cares guys.... happy weekend. +)=)

2008-07-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

Hello all. few days nvr blog liao. Miss me right =) here I am.

Today super early wake up sia, 7am jiu up liao =) see i so guai. Sha. used the com awhile then went to kitchen make my breakfast. cool. future chef wannabe. nth much to cook at home, no ingredient. >< only got egg and sauages. Suddenly jiu rain liao, so heavy lol. lucky nvr go out at that that time. almost late for school.

super sian iin class, monday bluuess. nth to happy abt, i not really happy with my life and i feel that i lack of something but i dunno what the thing i llack of. something that cannot use money to buy Priceless wu jia. lollolololololololololololol......

Perhaps i think men actually sensitive, ppl usually dont realise. simple thing can think until so complex, if not u go try lol. maybe my templates different from others, im those kind that think alot, imagine my future=) cool. what u did to me, ii will rmb. i will return double of it to u. we shall see to it. =)

Lalala. i find that culture lesson getting more and more interesting lol. the faci quite good =) its true. but the ang moh wth sia. anyhow grade sia. 1st time shld give nice grade. =.= his eng too chim and too soft like gay sia wth.. but he can be good listener quite sporty person. cool.
just now saw lol frenz tall and short, both messy sia. mayb is style opps. ha. cant see their face clearly. decision within our hand, either we make it or dont . simple right. llookin for job after this semester money not enough sia. today class back to normall, jus like last time, laughter fill the room, today topic killin i feel that the faci dont seem to like the thing i say wor. give tt LL face no expression dunno what she thinkin lol.
I wan to go this place, wher we will sit there to eat instant noodles , drink chysanthem tea and the moon is the only light we will see. cool will you?

2008-07-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

So late liao, yawn yawn want sleep liao. =)

today's lesson was interesting, talk and crap during the meeting and even in the presentation. totally by my creativity, actually every move we made , there are motive behind. faci pretty good, shared abt her exp with us, a journalist discover by someone, feel good knowing her, i think she is unique person. Like when we was small, parents start to influence my thinkin, dont smoke , gamble and hang out with bad company. everyday say the same, hear liao also sian. from there our thinkin tell us not to smoke and when i come across this , i will rmb what my parents say.
this few days gootta miss u, it u. u know who i refer to. i tried not to see u but i failed, dunno why. i nvr being in this state before nvvr nvr, i feel like tt before really. why cant u believe me ?
it is tt hard to believe, i know i lik to crapp but i wont crap this type of thing really. cuuuiiiii.
if im a psychologist, u are the first person i wan to know what u thinkin now. so complex, i cant guess , it is not a guessing game........

Raining day =)

2008-07-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

Raining day, since morning. longlife rain. not bad can sleep well tonight. =)

Today was boring day, Vb ut and vb problem both tgt . seh seh. didnt do my part today, left them in class and went out walk , slack and eat. went to libary de cafe, sit for awhile chit chat then go foodcourt A buy ice milk tea and chicken burger. Wow the chicken burger taste like mac chicken sia, shock when i eat it. Almost the same taste but cheaper =) tomolo shall go and buy again => the ice milk tea also quite nice. ha.

today changed Faci lols, Ang moh faci, his english cao chim sia. So gentle , speak so soft but overall he was not bad bah, dunno the grade will be good not. Vb cao chim sia, jialat cant even make a program now. sorry faci we let u down again. nvm gotta find a way now. I rather face the reality than to avoid it, what for we avoid it, somemore we paid school fee to avoid it. Mayb this will be a joke to people haha stupid waste money only. I totally regretted , not to study well in sec sch. waste what a good school with good teachers around willing to help us, especially my form teacher, i know its too late for to say this but it had been inside my heart for very long liao. Last time we used to call him cao lim ( smellly lim) cause we dont like him, personality will spit. sometime good , bad. Especially when mid year tt time most of us did badly kena F by him , wao lao tt time super ps sia. I wan to see your parents tmr. Then i was like wtf, parents again. not only see him , but go see principal wtf. 1st time in my life ( a date with prinipal ) thought chatting only in the end turn out to be scolding session , wah pia he didnt give face sia, in front of my mama scold till siao shout here and there. the whole room only his sound sia stupid. after tt session kena grounded omg 1st time in my life also. what a suay year. lols. somemore cant go home after must stay in school till 630 like kena probation in sch. sch gg close then we can go. =.= somemore i got the stupid DNT project , wtf again lol JUNE holiday must go back sch for coursework and somemore cant finish must stay for tt stupid dnt camp. LOL. the workshop packed with so many ppls of cause cant finish , somemore my class got kia su kia keep pesturin the instructor , can help me this and tt. instructor ur dog ah! no hand no leg lols. then they finish first , so we hardworkin ppl suffer lol. cant finish on tt day, siao liao lol stay for the camp. changed my design alot of time sian sian recall tt time , wao pia damn low morale. At least got this grp of frenz my class de and other class. went to slack alot lol. explore the whole and wentout of sch lols. MIssed those days.
Dont see me like tt cheerful de, actually i have alot of things to say but i chose not too. what for say out sia. no point by sayin cant help do now or later the result is still the same. actually im quite an emo person , everyone is emo no need to say de. is how we express it only, some choose to give a dull face , some hide one corner, some eat alot , some show attitude. get use to it and probably will do us good.
4mths past. people tend to change within this short period of time, only common interest click tgt well other not. today something weird happen, there was a stranger in our class, i felt she wasnt the same as she used to be. now i really know this world isnt tt simple at all, i thought if will cooperate tgt we will reach our goals, but this is not the true. they are ppl who sabo ppl talk behind their back but this is common. dont u agree. everything we do tend to have motive behind it, to know what other motive its better not to say, the greatest threat is post by our words. so think before we say if not sometime it will be very hurt to other. hope any who read this understand what saying.
last thing, if i cut my hair, that mean i want to start a new afresh forgetting those unpleasant and to give myself more space and not waste my time on her anymore wwhom i think , dont understand . decide lied within oneself, cant be change by anyone.

time to crap. =)

2008-07-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

Rainy day, YU TIAN. 8 july morning.

Nth much to blog. Life as usual, hit my alarm when ring, then continue sleep. Cool the weather so shuang coldcold de, just nice hiding in my blanket. =) then do something, then jiu chiong to bus stop. Freak sia, the bus stop kena removed! need to walk an extra mile daily like 200m away from previous stop. Aiyo board the bus, sometime got so many ppl sometime so little lols. so random sia. want to get down also hard SUX.

sO sian lol life why? everyday same routine.! wake up wash up go sch bully by friend bully friend go for break lunch breakfast DI sim. what is this !!! we simply cant live life to it fullness. we mus be creative aat time if not continue like that hhor , sure no morale to do work de. no morale = see thing black and white not exciting at all. . . nth exciting without ur presence. see you laugh smile stupid look tongue stick out angry face pig face and your voices soft sweet cute at time sexy lols. true not bluffing. every single word i stated, through the times. time tell the truth maybe u didnt notice anything perhap it not easy, sayin is not enough and one day i will show u.. when u realise it maybe everything will . . .

why w-h-y. so late I still blogging, somehow i miss something badly, that my frenz. we being together for 6 years liao. being through alot of thing. 6 year say long also not long , say short also not short, what to do. off pressure being with them somehow each of them changes, not use to be the one we used to be. let meet one day and have our dinner at botak yishun. haa =) cool.
late liao siao liao still got alot to say, maybe tmr i cont blogging, tmr still got Ut sia. this faci really good , i nvr thought that he will come to our class today cause ytd night i ask him how ah the vb code how ah how ah. then i thought what sia, ask me go inform then about this lol. shock.
i hate you cause you make me _ _ _ _ you. !!!

L o L o L. LOST

2008-06-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

Nth much to blog today, wow this was e 3rd time i post. haha =)
cool good job typ. keep it up...!

ytd slept at 3+ late late. =.= then somehow woke up late also stupid sia. 12++ .
sleep until so shuang. feell so lost ah, dunno why. nth much to do then , online and play some game, play till until so sian meaningless sia, i find it no point playin cant be the top also lolS. waste time only =.= ohoh. rmb that i still got show to watch (命中注定我爱你) watch until 5 esp only. slow slow. watch and waatch till around 6 plus. wanted to go yishun find my friends play basket but end up playin at tekong lols. crap right. think and think , yishun far sia so long nvr go there liao . miss my friends allot >< they either play lan or at home chiong game lol. time to wake up guys. gotta earn some money soon, money money not enough.
Spent alot sia must save save save le.

Sunday liao. dunno what to do ltr ? go yishun or not. find long lost friends , crap with them.
hais. sian sian. got to plan my future well and its all within myself only. Pretty sian, it being a long time since im like that , happy cheerful no stress no link. If i don be wad i use to be , then wad if 1 day i change will u believe or will jus ignore. nobody like to be ignore. At time ,especially when i look at u and give tt piggy face, tongue stick out and keep on sayin bian tai tt thingy. Jia lat jia lat jia lat thinkin tt u and him is jus good friend only, but to me iit is not not at alll. i mean in my eye my thought = u and him got somethin. especially tt day. Pardon me if u feel uneasy if u are readin now, no choice, couldnt find a person to speak it out. i dont expect u to do anythin but to listen to me that all.
Sigh sigh got to prove myself wrong, be an important person. got to make impact in my lifes no matter how hard it is now, we have to stay focus. let all start frm basic.

what i miss now, i wan steamboat anyone wan ? steamboat but not bbq de , cao dirty and oily.
hope that the world didnt give us up. =) stay happy typ and take cares.

Beauty beauty Bored.

2008-06-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

Blogging spree!!! See your blog, i shall continue blogging then. =)
What a FRIDAY'S night!!! regreted going down to 524, sigh.! didnt bring my phone along, no ppl only 6 of us. COOl, hardworkin ppl dont get pay off. Someone enlighten. Duno why just happen to click well together although we spent just 2 mths or more tgt. twice a wk. we train hard, play hard and crap hard =) I know how tired it is to travel from jurong to woodland, zhen xin ku ta men le. zai zai.
Today problem"beauty" LoLs, seem to be easy.! EASy thing dont seem to be easy to solve, so didnt contribute much somehow ( living in my world ) Dunno why everything seem to so different. Class havin cold war LOLS, happening. Everything i said u is just like a joke to u, maybe it my fault i cant blame u for that. Is it so hard to believe ? state your stand.! u mus be thinkin that im not trying but i am, maybe time will tell the truth or may not. WHO knows? carryin a heavy heart with me now, everythin seem to be negative negative -- lols. why why why! u are not pretty, so why do i still like tt? someone tell me so. . . . . awaitin await awaitin
LOVE IS BLIND

its 2am now, not tired nor energetic . nth much to say, life become meaningless each day, without an aim but no what happen i will stand strong . GREAT determination i will come back stronger each day, im not the one losing.. Finsh Rj, wad to do tmr ? play bball or go out? anw good night everybody . take cares all my friendsss and uuuu. =0

2008-05-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Haha. Just created this blog, aiyo dunno how to use sia. Need some guidance from my friends haha =). Shuang man, today weather not bad sia, not hot just nice wohaaha. Aiyo really not use to it. Hard to talk cock here, cant see my emotion wohahaa.

Let me post before 12am approaching, nth special happen today. But today was like wtf, i late for the 1st time somemore dunno the stupidddd faciii got downgrade me not fafafa. Somemore, life was siann de lol. no motivation mei dong li, facebooking in class that keepin me goin daily, now realise facebook quite fun actually, its happening, come facebookin with me wohahah. Given a D for copy 6P wth, then today we nvvr usee the resources given by that cc, if still get D. gonna foul her liao kuku her. just now accompany russian, LOL and Da S to the audi, halfway though jun and me went off , cause tired sia. thought can see yr siingg but end up dont have haha.
after that went home and change then go down tekong play basket and crab with them.

9+ went home eat supper then out of sudden, jiu created this mini blog space just for fun, see whether it fun not wohaha. somehow troublesome sia, need add this add that.... tmr ber ber shall teach me how to use this technology haha. all of your watch out. wah gg 12am le. zzz soon.
CLASS WAS FUN THEN USUAL. HOPE NTH SPOIL OUR SHIP. crab tmr then.